Dawn (crackofdawn) wrote,

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"Abstinence breaks more easily than a condom."

I'm amused.

I'm really really horny and I don't know why. It's like... agh, not good, the level of horniness. Especially since I got laid last night. It's not like I'm exactly missing out on sex here :)

It was good, in case anyone was wondering. I like make-up sex.

But since I hadn't gotten any for over a week and a half (due to bleeding, and then fights... arg), I was pretty desperate.

Mmmm, looking forward to the meeting of lesbians on Saturday. Not really, actually. Women make me nervous. I'm doomed to sleeping with men and being lonely for the rest of my life :)

The only woman I love is straight and has a boyfriend. Plus, I wouldn't want to date a girl in my industry. I know I'm paranoud about STDs, but I don't know if anyone else is quite that paranoid and it worries me.

I haven't found my gay man to confide in, but I did find a bisexual man who is also into BDSM (he's a switch... hmmmm) to babble to. That's always good. We talked for about four hours on Sunday.

I admit, when I first met him last month I didn't like him at all. He seemed kind of weird. But now I've spent time with him, well. He's a nice guy. I can't see myself ever sleeping with him, but he's nice.

He seemed happy to meet someone who is also into BDSM... though I'm a solid sub and can't see myself ever being dom.

He offered to cane me (since I'd expressed an interest in it and told him I'd never had the opportunity to try it out.

Um, no.

I've had enough overly intelligent 36 year olds this last year.

I'm not sure what W though of me spending hours at this guy's place. I don't think he was impressed, but I went out of my way not to give him any details because I was trying to prove that I don't force information on him.

But... he and I are happyish now. I guess. Turns out I miss heard some things. This bothers me. I don't doubt that he said exactly what he said... I'm just now thinking 'Have I always had this problem, not hearing what people say correctly?'

Oh well. It's all good.

Watched The Ring. Thought it was pretty good, though my copy of it sucked ass. Also watched some vampire movie with, like, Bon Jovi or something. Pretty dumb.

I'm afriad I might be getting a cold. I don't want to get sick. I don't have anyone to look after me *pout*

I'm almost broke. I have bills, bills, and then more bills. Arg... arg! And only 200 bucks in my bank account. Not sure if that will cover it all.

Going to have to work my ass off at work tonight.

Okay, should shower now.
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